Virtual slow down...

Sitting in an earlier train this morning... I have a hard time sleeping late anyway... Even though I have a hard time going to bed early... Ho well... And it is not because I worry about stuff... I don't... Things are going very well... Of course, they could be better, but they could also be much worst... I told you before, even if the half glass is empty, I still see it full ;-)...

But I have to kick myself in the butt to work harder these days... This new project I was assigned to is very cool, but I don't feel productive... I don't like feeling like a newbie all the time... And I feel that I didn't progress much yet... It is true that I went true a few bumps in my personal life, it's been like a roller coaster in the past few months (OK, years :-)... But still, I should be able to focus more on my job anyway... I'm goooood, I know I'm gooooood.... So GO MAD GO!!!

So this is why, taking the earlier train when I don't have my kids in the morning should become a new habit... And hopefully, I will learn to go to bed earlier at night too... Otherwise, going to the gym on a daily basis will not as useful for staying in better shape and better health if I don't sleep enough, right?

So I may not be as vocal here as I would like to... I will resist the temptation to leave you a note more often than I should... I will invest my train rides time in getting stuff done for my job... Especially with this new daily gym routine that is stealing an hour off my work schedule... Everyday of the week!!! I have to take it back somewhere... I'm not going to take it away from my kids, of course, and I can't take it away from my sleep (which is already minimal, even if I'm used to it)... So I will have to cut down a little bit on the virtual social stuff (and it is not just about bloging, I need to also diminish the chats and Facebook type of things too)...

One could think that now that I'm done with my novel re-write, I have one less thing to take care of... Well... not really... Because I want to finish the music that goes with it, so I need to invest a some time there still... At least all my Monday nights, which I spend with my music partner... As soon as his kids are put to sleep...

Talking about my kids, I pick mine up tonight, exceptionally on a Tuesday night (during the week, I usually have them on Wednesdays and Thursdays, on top of every second weekend, so yes, it is still half and half :-), but their mom has something tonight so we exchanged Tuesday and Thursday... So I'm free Thursday night (which rarely happens), do you wanna go out? :-)

As I said in a French post over a year ago... Life is all about what you choose to do with the little time you are given... There is no way around it...

BYE
MAD